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There's Pain and Confusion... Help..

Journal Entry: Sun May 18, 2008, 12:12 AM
  • Mood: Hurt
  • Listening to: Vahe talk to me about his parents
  • Reading: The Last Apprentice
  • Watching: Shadows across the walls
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
So much happened today, and I don't know what to do. I'm confused, and my heart hurts, I'm broke, and my head is spinning.

Well, first off, my uncle told me today that he got me my ring(which has 'I am His beloved and He is mine' written in Hebrew) not only because he wanted to get me something nice from Israel that I can wear every day, but because.. I'm part Jewish.
Well, that would explain the big nose, lol. ^^
But it made me wonder- why hasn't my mom told me this? She was the one who knew in the first place.

Secondly, I worked for seven hours for this big auction at my church. I took a five-minute break during that whole ordeal. At one point I was working three credit cards at once, and oh my Lord above, I nearly fainted from a hypoglycemic attack! I had eaten so little today that I had to have my friend Tim take over my computer for me because I was shaking so much.

And finally, when I got home, my boyfriend called me and we talked about what happened today. He had gone to his friend's birthday party, and one of his friends brought alcohol for two people who had asked my boyfriend's friend to bring it. The parents of the birthday boy found out, and now my boyfriend isn't allowed to see the alcohol-bringing friend anymore. And they're like best friends.
To top off his horrible day, my boyfriend watched today as his mom signed divorce papers. He's not sure who's going to get custody of him, and he's not sure what he wants. If he lives with his mom, she'll treat him well, but he won't be able to wrestle or play hockey, and hockey is his life. If he lives with his dad, his dad will always be at work, but he'll still be able to play hockey.

I don't know what to do. I want to be there for him, and I'm on the phone with him right now. But he doesn't want me to worry as much as I'm trying to be there for him.... Ohhhh, I don't know what to do!!!



....Thank you for reading.

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  • Current Age: 15
  • Current Residence: United States
  • Interests: I..dunno....
  • Favourite movie: Phantom of the Opera
  • Favourite band or musician: NickelBack(Mike Kroeger[mah cousin])
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock/World/Christian Rock/-some- Metal
  • Favourite artist: Leonardo da Vinci
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe's my homeboy.
  • Favourite photographer: Zemotion!!! WORSHIP HER!! D8<
  • Favourite style or digital art: wha? wha?
  • Operating System: my tablet pc is a gateway..that what u mean?
  • MP3 player of choice: my black-no I am not racist!- iPod Nano
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  • Wallpaper of choice: I have blue paint on my walls...faded blue.
  • Skin of choice: Yours
  • Favourite game: Guitar Hero is my anti-drug.
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
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~DivinityEclipsed:iconDivinityEclipsed: 1 day 8 hours ago
Ahhhh I made this new account and forgot to add your amazing self to my watch ~slaps self!~

I was wondering why I did not see your art XD.
~horsegirljess:iconhorsegirljess: 1 day 21 hours ago
thank you very much for the fav mate, much appreciated! :thumbsup:

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*scenceable:iconscenceable: 3 days 6 hours ago
thanks for the fav!
=Miru:iconMiru: May 9, 2008, 4:02:59 PM
Thanks so much for the faves and watch!! :glomp:

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Thanks for the fave!!

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~EmoItachi129:iconEmoItachi129: May 8, 2008, 7:44:34 PM
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~Kholran:iconKholran: May 7, 2008, 7:00:47 PM
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*the-other1:iconthe-other1: May 7, 2008, 1:54:19 PM
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~whisperingwinds:iconwhisperingwinds: May 5, 2008, 9:40:08 PM
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~ebonythebuttrocker:iconebonythebuttrocker: May 2, 2008, 11:05:25 PM
ty 4 the watch ^^

hey... u up for an art trade?

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~FinalThreshold:iconFinalThreshold: Apr 30, 2008, 12:47:54 PM
:iconnewglomp: Thanks for the :+fav:'s! :iconflowerdanceplz:

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~krissyorange:iconkrissyorange: Apr 23, 2008, 2:59:47 PM
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*LittleRedPippy:iconLittleRedPippy: Apr 15, 2008, 4:16:44 PM
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=aksdareflection:iconaksdareflection: Apr 13, 2008, 10:23:16 AM
thanks for the :+devwatch: ~

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~TsukiKamiKat:iconTsukiKamiKat: Apr 8, 2008, 4:09:49 PM
:3 thankya for the faves! :D

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*InsaneXButterfly:iconInsaneXButterfly: Apr 8, 2008, 7:28:40 AM
thank u for the visit... lovely gallery!

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~Dorragon:iconDorragon: Mar 25, 2008, 7:32:47 AM
Thanks for the :+fav:, Tai! :hug:

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~Dorragon:iconDorragon: Mar 13, 2008, 1:27:14 PM
Thanks so much for the fav, Tai! (even though my thanking is loooong overdue, sorry). :glomp:

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~PARANOIA--7:iconPARANOIA--7: Mar 11, 2008, 10:37:58 PM
no problem, when you get the chance have a look at my photos and tell me what you think :D

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=journytorevenge:iconjournytorevenge: Mar 10, 2008, 5:03:40 PM
Thank you so much for the fav! :heart:

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~Allethaen:iconAllethaen: Mar 9, 2008, 2:02:51 PM
MANY thanks for the fav! =D =D

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